We are balanced on the precipice of a long weekend. Am I excited? YES!! Since I was old enough to walk, 4th of July has been my 2nd favorite holiday! I know there are many saying they won't celebrate this year, with the current state of our country. I say - yes. We are still celebrating. We are looking at the small victories that show us democracy is still somewhat working - the people who are protesting. The people who are standing loud and proud need to be celebrated. The small group of federal judges who have put their careers on the line to do what is right. The scientists who have continued to do research despite their funding being cut. The people in infrastructure who have found creative ways to get things done. All of these small victories need to be celebrated. And when the current administration is history, we will celebrate then as well. Plus, I already bought hotdogs and watermelon - because 'Merica.
But also, the 4th of July will always be Eric's holiday. The man loved to have people over, throw back a few beers, smoke some meats, and blow some junk up. He liked to tell stories, and laugh about stupid stuff that happened. Last year, he sat at my house lighting off all the things that the fireworks stand had left that he and Clayton purchased. Laughing about how dumb some of the fountains were, and shaking his head about Clayton standing over the top of the stuff he was blowing up. I can't wrap my mind around the idea that he won't be here to celebrate. I can't imagine this holiday will ever be quite the same. I think I will forever miss my brother, his crooked grin, his love of having a few beers and telling stories that seem a little too crazy to be true. I am not sure how we navigate this one.
Our 4th will be small this year. We will celebrate a week late so that our traveling kids only have to make one trip. We will manage the best we can.
Other things we have to celebrate - Wren turning 3! What an incredibly fast 3 years that has been! I can't believe it! She is ornery, impulsive, smart, and sweet. She is all the best things about childhood - dirt, and unbridled excitement over small things, sticky fingers and enthusiastic eating. Hugs and kisses and infectious smiles. I love her to pieces.
And Quincy is moving out. Maybe this isn't a "celebration" for me, as I really do love having her home. But, adulthood is calling, with big girl decisions, big plans for her future, and ideas dreams and goals in mind. I could never hold her back, even though I will miss her being around all the time. At least she isn't moving far. Just a hop skip and a jump away. I am proud of her....she made hard decisions. She worked her tail off to save up some money, and she does a job that not many people can handle. She is kind, compassionate and patient. She is also helpful at home, and her little sisters adore her. Proud of my girl.
I am also celebrating the fact that I have 3 days where I can sleep in. Although, getting up to this view will never get old! I am skipping the sunrise for a few days (I hope) and catching up on sleep. I love my morning visits with Grace in the summer, and I love that I can get so much done before work while visiting with her, but geeeez this girl also loves sleeping in occasionally!
Little pool lovers!
Cameron said they took this "action shot" last weekend. I said well no wonder you didn't win any of the tug of war competitions, you look like you are sitting down! :)
Easton is learning to feed himself! Such a big guy!
This girl had her in person class for driving school She passed her written test (for the 3rd time). She now has to start driving with her instructor. I am proud of her. She is a reluctant driver, who is working hard to overcome her fears.
Stay tuned.....more holiday weekend posts to come I am sure!
